The Organic Conception
Breaking down the Gods of our world
From the age of 15 to 20 I defeated the concept of God in my mind and became free of that delusion. From the age of 20 to 25 I defeated the ideology of Egalitarianism, Family & The artificial pressures and commands of society and culture which kept me from breathing free and stole my capacity for action away from me. At the age of 25 I have emerged from this struggle as a Darwinist. I have reached the final stage of truth, the organic conception. All former truths melt before this all-encompassing view of life. There is nothing left to do now but be grateful the transformation was done by 25 and get to work living life as a human predator having formerly been human prey due to lack of guidance or care from a culture, god, family etc. Who all essentially raised me to be offered up to my genetic rivals as a willing slave with no regard for his own value or purpose. I had no one truly looking out for me my entire life and I now know that this is the case with most young men in our disinterested world. However through much hard work and through luckily stumbling upon the right authors I have developed myself in the lonely darkness and confusion and emerged as a free man for the first time in my life. Had portions of this harsh truth alongside some productive hobby been given to me at a young age I would have been able to preserve the sanctity of culture in my mind ( since it actually helped me get ahead) . If that were the case I would have willingly became a normal human being like everyone else a functional hypocrite who values themselves enough to acquire their needs to the extent that they are able while disowning this acquisitive/selfish side of their nature in the company of others, but due to the true disinterestedness of the role models in my life where a hand was never extended I must purge even this from my heart and be left with nothing in the ways of support left to be concerned for my hopes, dreams or wishes but me. It’s only after you’ve lost everything that you’re free to do anything, and I have finally hit rock bottom philosophically, emotionally, and materialistically. There is nowhere to go but up, soon the worms will eat us all we have to act and speak now while we still can.
Lastly I hope those who I am speaking to directly, the men who are in my situation and have essentially slipped through the cracks of God, Culture & Society remember that no one is coming to save you! if you want happiness in the life you have to take it with your own to hands and better yourself, there is NOTHING to wait on.